Not every day is a bad day but it gets hard to find the motivation to write. Some days I wake up upset but I know that I personally will find something to be excited about. That doesn't mean I'm happy about the day. It does get hard, and sometimes I feel it is impossible to speak! I look forward to small things. When I am home, I get to watch my favorite show, see my dog, my cat, my bed! Small excitements in my life can at least encourage me to move from my bed. It gets hard, I miss the family I had who passed away but I know they wouldn't want me moping! I'll make the day the best I can!